Currently Listening to: all things Death Cab for Cutie.
Well, actually, only 4 out of like 12 albums, but, its a lot of Death Cab nevertheless.
Love <3
Watched My Sister’s Keeper while the rest of my family watched Star Trek at AMC.
I read the book several years ago and they changed the ending to the movie.
I like both endings.
You’ll just have to see & read both and tell me what you think
Tomorrow I am hopefully getting my car!
AND I AM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY!
It is BEAUTIFUL
And I got it for a great price.
Annnd…
4th of July is around the corner.
This year I’m anticipating sparklers for some reason.
I think its because of Keeping The Moon lol.
and I’m just so easily amused
and you’ve got to admit that they are gorgeous. captivating. beautiful.
haha, good night.

I knew I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep – my mind was racing and my brain wouldn’t relax and slow down. And then I thought about how trivial sleep was at a time like this when I was in the middle of thinking about important things and also how there’s so much… out there, right now, that should have my attention and sleep didn’t matter in comparison to it. But then I realized that sleep was indeed very vital to me because it allows me to step away from my hectic life and conflicted thoughts and it just … gives me a break. Sometimes even when a million important things are going on and you need to do so much, what you really need to do is just step back, take a deep breath, close your eyes, and slip out of consciousness for a little while.

Maybe I should apologize since this probably makes no sense or sounds ridiculous… and for my gramatically incorrect sentences and whatnot, but for now I’ll just claim that I am ridiculously exhausted and now I’ll head to bed for the …. second… or third? … time Good night (err… morning), sleep well.

suuuuuuzzzzzzuuukiiii!
I think I’m going to make a fairly large investment and buy a….
2006 Suzuki Aerio SX Wagon
It’s pretty much my dream car.
I’m so excited, but a little nervous.
Since my transmission went out on my last car I’m worried about the condition of the car I’m buying.
But it is still under warranty, so I should be fine
And its going to be hard paying a loan for the next few years, but I think it’s worth it
w00t w00t!
i’d like to introduce you to the suzuki aerio. this is my potential baby

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I think I like the letter m.
today is friday, yep yep yep.
i still don’t know what I’m doing about my car.
if i can find someone who’ll buy it for a couple hundred, I think I’ll just end up buying a new car.
and praying that I can find a job that can pay for it… I really don’t want to stay at flowerama, nor do I think it’ll be a decent enough job to make the car payments, insurance, and such.
Arg.
Not to mention the fact that I’m not working right now due to my knee.
and I don’t know how I’m going to be able to find a job that works around my college schedule this fall and still allows time for studying.

I just… want things to work out okay.

I haven’t been doing much this summer, but I’ve really enjoyed having a break from school and work so far.
My knee is a tiny bit sore, but that’s only because I’ve been pushing myself a bit.
I can only imagine how much it’s going to hurt one I can take off my brace and have to actually bend my knee!
::Shudder::

My friend mentioned a tv series called Roswell on facebook and I checked out the first season from the library.
I really like it for the most part
(well, considering I watched the whole season in less than a week… I suppose I really like it)

I’ve been reading.
and journaling.
Now, if only I could start being a little more creative and start writing, cooking, painting, and whatnot.
I’m going to hopefully buy a melodica sometime soon
“What is a melodica?” you ask.

These, my friends, are melodicas. Basically its a portable piano that you blow into to make music. They are amaaaazing
<3 <3 <3 !!! !!!

i’m home
doing okay.
stomach a little queasy
but okay.
not too much pain thanks to the meds.
love ya.

i have one more day of using my kneeeeeeeee before they go cut! snip! ouch!

i think i will go for a walk
and to the park
and…. play jump rope.
stock up on some fun and exercise to last me until i can walk properly again.

kneeeeeeee surgery in 18 days.
only 3 more days of school.
graduation is in a week.
busy busy busyyyy.

i lost the game.