Grandmother has cancer again.
I think I've found my future apartment.
Pervert at work might have possibly been fired.
Things have been crazy lately.

one more year and then I can go anywhere.

It's been a difficult year. Handling it fairly well I think.

Debbie's daughter had heart surgery and the doctors don't think she's going to make it.
I'm constantly thinking about her & praying she'll pull through.

"I have to keep on pretending and pretending and pretending just to keep myself from bawling my eyes out forever"
-Waiting for forever

You failed at being my friend. We didn't simply grow apart. I stopped tolerating your ill treatment.

I was so angry and hurt because of all the things you did. I was also angry with myself for caring about you so much that I didn't take my own well being into consideration. you took advantage of my selflessness, you knew you did, and you forgot about me.

every once in awhile now, you think back or you remember my name. but temporarily pretending you want to be my friend again does not fix all the hurt you caused.
especially when I've decided what's best for me is not being around you. I don't want to be friends, because you are still the same.
still the same after all this time.

tired. always tired.

It's my birthday

ARRRRRRGHUIROUSLKDCNCOELADJF:KEAGSLHJEOI!!!!!!!!!

talking to a really good friend for 5 hours? really nice.