Month: October 2013

  • tutoring
    book store
    coffee shop
    paint
    furniture
    assistant
    music store
    write
    movie
    sing

  • Especially

    This week was been especially stressful.
    Boss is back.
    Seems like the workload has doubled as a result.
    Asks me to repeatedly process orders when I’m supposed to be getting off work.
    Too much to do.
    Even with the wonderful help of one of my coworkers I still feel like I can barely take it.
    The customers/calls and sheer number of problem orders make me feel overwhelmed and frustrated.

    Rained today.
    Hadn’t seen rain in months.
    Didn’t get to feel the rain though, only got a few glimpses because of work.
    Get up around 7:30/8. Don’t get home until 11 hours later.
    This job is sucking away my life.

    Was trying to actively do/think about things that make me happy.
    Burned a CD. Really enjoyed the car drive in that aspect.
    Made coffee. Loved it. Was gone too quickly.
    Didn’t have time to put new pictures on my work computer for the the screensaver.
    Bought some more postcards from zazzle.
    Trying to think of what to get Ashley for her birthday.
    Need to get clothes.
    Was productive enough this evening- groceries and folded laundry.
    Still need to find a new job, especially if I’m going to be this miserable.
    Thankful that tomorrow is Thursday.
    Really want to go to the beach or movies.
    Maybe this weekend. Though I don’t like dealing with people and those two places are awful crowded on the weekend.
    Maybe tomorrow.
    Doubtful though.

    I’m really down right now.
    Just … a tired sort of sad.
    Not end-of-the-world, freaking out, majorly depressed sort of sad.
    A discouraged, unhappy feeling.
    Can’t seem to shake the negative stuff.

    Still a little concerned about money.
    It’s taking a long time to recover and the expenses seem to add up so quickly.

    Check engine light turned on yesterday.
    Turned off today after I got gas.
    Need to do oil and check air.
    Brakes probably.
    Still have to register my car.
    Going to get in trouble with the state.
    It’s lovely that I have AZ insurance/AAA/drivers license and a Missouri license plate/registration.
    And I live in California.
    If only it wasn’t so crowded, expensive, and had business hours that aren’t very efficient for my work schedule.

    Sleep time. Can’t sit up anymore.